last night:
one finished turkish bed sock.
sometimes things just are
and they are hard.
and there really isn't a win win situation-
or at least there isnt an instant win win situation.
and you just have to do. and continue doing.
until things just aren't anymore.
and then they are just what they are, and you look back and it all didn't really seem so hard after all.
and everyone is happy.
and it all just becomes a small and good memory.
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i am going to enjoy the journey for a bit, even though it doesn't feel quite right.
lets see what happens.
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i am a lucky girl:
to have good friends to drink the above beverage with after such days......
and a good, patient, and angelic husband who never comments on the dirty kitchen or tired baby or giant bag of dirty cloth diapers i leave him with when we all know that the above situation takes at least two (on a good day) to tackle......
and a nice sock.
and an almost second sock.
and also, sometimes, it feels good to just sit, and listen.
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in retrospect, not a bad day after all.
